Sadhu Sundar Singh directed me to fast for forty days. Today is day one and was pretty easy. I don't know if I have the ability to fast for the whole forty days, but I'm gonna do my best. I feel better than I usually do. You can do anything if you have the right conviction. I don't feel like writing any more. I want to rid myself of worldly desires and be more Christlike. I want to wander indefinably with few possessions and transcribe my visions and describe my battle with satanic forces. I don't want fame or infamy. I just want to be tolerated and not thrown in a mental hospital or arrested or anything. I would like my ideas to be well known, but not myself. I want to do good things for people as well as I know how and be a good person. If anyone knows a good way to travel abroad for free like a charity program and work for hunger initiatives or something like that then information would be appreciated.